Imperfect
I can describe myself as a perfectionist. Well, I used to describe myself that way. I have had many lessons over the years to help change that. I came to realize I couldn't do all things perfectly. As life became fuller and richer, it was also harder to manage "perfectly." I had to learn to add words like "balance" and "good enough." While excellence is still a goal, I now consider more than just the specific task at hand. I also weigh what needs to be excellent and what doesn't have to be. I am continuing to learn to let go of perfectionism, or maybe it is insecurity. Either way, I realize my job as a tutor is to ask students to be imperfect in front of me on a daily basis. As struggling readers, they often make mistakes. That can be tough, especially if you are a perfectionist. I have avoided things that would be too hard for me. I have also tried new things despite them being too hard. I have had a lot of fun and found new s...